All these week I’ve been waiting..
And ya,the good thing about them is they replied to me,even I have to face that I’m not the one who really deserve it.Deserve the chance to show them what I have.Hm, it’s all about the luck or rezeki kan? I believe that He has something better for me,and for sure His plans is the best-est.
I’m just being me..I’m sorry if I’m too weak,just because I am!
He wants me to wait a little more,then I’ll wait. All I need is the strength,the spirit to stand still.'Innallaha Ma'assabirin' I loved to remind myself about this Ayat,everyday,every time, but..I’m just a human being. Sometimes I can’t help to feel like losing hope,while I forgot that He is always listen to me!
Oh Allah,how can I forgot that You are listening when I pray?How can I think all the nonsense thing while You’re the one that made the decision? You’re the only one that Gives to somebody You want.
His plans are way better than me.Have faith n berusaha,then I’ll do fine.
Time would tell.