Holaaa!
A ‘great’ day after 1day off.
Today I felt so upset and I was betrayed by you.Yes,you. How could u let other people do your work without feels anything? Have u lost your sense of responsibility? He assigned YOU to do that,at the first place and how could it be ME after all? Oh,is it because you’re an engineer then u have nothing to do with all draughting works? Then I am the one that he blamed for not coming yesterday,ehemm..excuse me Mr. Engineerssss yesterday was a public holiday okay!So u have no right to ask me anything,and even u want to pay me,I never care.I don’t want your money,thank you!
I thought u are my friend,I mean u can help me and back up me if anything happen. And yeah,I was wrong for thinking that. Oh my,there’s no real friend in working life,seriously? Everyone is trying to act good,act like he is the perfect,the powerful one and whatsoever! This is really not the first time u did this to me, because I noticed that since we went to authorities last week. U tried to play safe,tried to deny ur mistakes.U’re selfish man,I mean it.
Well,I take that as a positive side,trained myself to work under pressure,be responsible,and the harder part is..be patience.fuhh!
Note:Thank you for yesterday,I had a great time with u and ur team.hee..U made my day!
All these week I’ve been waiting..
And ya,the good thing about them is they replied to me,even I have to face that I’m not the one who really deserve it.Deserve the chance to show them what I have.Hm, it’s all about the luck or rezeki kan? I believe that He has something better for me,and for sure His plans is the best-est.
I’m just being me..I’m sorry if I’m too weak,just because I am!
He wants me to wait a little more,then I’ll wait. All I need is the strength,the spirit to stand still.‘Innallaha Ma’assabirin’ I loved to remind myself about this Ayat,everyday,every time, but..I’m just a human being. Sometimes I can’t help to feel like losing hope,while I forgot that He is always listen to me!
Oh Allah,how can I forgot that You are listening when I pray?How can I think all the nonsense thing while You’re the one that made the decision? You’re the only one that Gives to somebody You want.
His plans are way better than me.Have faith n berusaha,then I’ll do fine.
Time would tell.
..Sayings from a friend of mine,
Orang beriman selalu punya cara sendiri utk menjaga hatinya, meski berlawan dengan apa yang ia terima dalam kehidupan. Saat mendapat musibah air matanya menitis, tapi hatinya terilham untuk meyakini bahawa apa yang diberikan oleh Allah padanya pasti terbaik untuknya. Fizikalnya mungkin lelah, fikirannya mungkin penat, tapi tidak pada hatinya yang terus yakin apabila ia diuji oleh Allah itu adalah tandanya bahawa Allah masih SAYANG padanya. SubhanAllah, moga kita termasuk dalam golongan hambaNya yg pandai bersyukur dan bersabar. Ameen…;)
Thank you sahabat.
I’m sorry for what happened last day.It’s just me being too worry about us.I don’t know the best way to do it,to not hurt your feeling nor makes you offended.
Please,let me in to your soul so that I can feel the same way as yours.The happiness,sadness,uneasiness,the fear,the uncertain,the ups and downs,don’t you think we have to face it together?Because that’s the reason of this relationship.Can’t you see it like I did?
If only u can see right through me,I love you just the way you are.Is it enough?
I hope that I can say this with all of my heart.,I love you Lillahi Taala.
Buatlah yang terbaik.
Allah suruh kita berusaha.
Allah tidak akan tanya kita bagaimana natijahnya.
Kerana natijah itu, Dia yang punya.
Semuanya milik Dia,kan? ;)
Being/feels proud sometimes make u refuse to learn.
I tried to be good with u but u make me feel like I’m the one that bad. Or..is it only me to feel this way? Tak sukanya perasaan macam nie!
Okay,n for u..no matter how hard u try,how bad u want to be a perfectionist,heyyyy its not gonna work!trust me lah.
Please be more humble and learn.Keep your ‘proud’ away bcoz I don’t even care.
*It’s no harm to be a humble.
Hi!
Lately I’ve been busy doing this and that.Went to local authority like everyday,know what?they will recognize my face soon.Hm..Seems like he starts to put his trust on me. I was really nervous to do something that I never knew before,and Alhamdullillah..Allah is always with me.Everything was good and went smoothly ‘as for now’.At least..for now :)
InsyaAllah.,I’ll take this as a challenge,I don’t even know what is actually He wants to give me.Hikmah..ya,I have to keep that word.What i going thru..hikmah is behind it. Have faith and stay strong myself!
JANGAN BERSEDIH…NIKMATI SAJA HIDUP INI
Sahabat Hikmah..
Nikmati saja hidupmu…
Usahlah engkau bersedih dan mengeluh,
engkau di dunia ini tak akan selamanya,
esokpun engkau akan berpulang,
kembali padaNya…
Usah engkau risaukan duniamu,
akhirat yang abadi lebih mulia,
bersiaplah engkau untuknya,
Tak perlu banyak bicara,
lakukan saja yang engkau bisa,
ada Dia yang selalu melihatmu,
ada Dia yang selalu mendengar doa-doamu,
ada Dia yang setia menemanimu,
Yakinlah, engkau tak pernah sendiri lagi,
engkau bahagia bersamaNya, bukan?
Rasakanlah kehadiranNya yang setiap saat dekat denganmu,
bahkan ia lebih dekat dari urat nadimu sekalipun,
Lalu…Apalagi alasanmu untuk bersedih?
Apa lagi alasanmu untuk dapat menumpahkan keluhmu?
Apa lagi alasanmu untuk pamerkan kecengenganmu?
Apa lagi alasanmu untuk tidak berbuat,
saat kesempatan berbuat begitu luas terbuka?
ia ada untuk engkau isi,
kesempatan itu untuk engkau taklukkan,
So, jangan pernah ragu lagi,
engkau sudah sangat kuat bersamaNya,
engkau sangat luar biasa dalam bimbinganNya,
engkau mampu taklukkan egomu,
engkau mampu runtuhkan kelumu,
engkau mampu robohkan karang kesombonganmu itu,
engkau mampu berlemah lembut,
engkau bisa berkasih sayang,
engkau akan selalu memiliki jiwa yang lapang,
untuk kembali menerbitkan senyumanmu,
senyuman terindah yang engkau miliki,
Yakinlah bahwa engkau mampu,
maka engkau benar-benar mampu, wahai sahabatku…
Semangat berjuang!
gigih berdoa,
jangan pernah engkau lupa, ada Dia bersamamu,
Semoga engkau selalu ingat,
ada yang mengharapkan kebaikan-kebaikanmu,
Kenanglah saat-saat engkau menderita,
maka engkau akan mampu berbagi di saat bahagiamu
sumbangkanlah walau sepotong senyumanmu,
sampaikanlah walau sebait nasehatmu,
bagilah walau satu kata motivasimu hari ini,
maka engkau akan bahagia
A relationship with God is the most important relationship you can have.Trust him and everything will always turn out fine.
Masya-Allah.
And..the Monday come back.
Hari mencari rezeki bermula.
